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Sunday, November 22, 2009
♥ 8:22 PM

My mood is getting worse...
I totally lost faith in myself.
I want to continue to believe that I could make it, but I wonder how to do it.
God, please give me the strength to carry on...

Time is really running out.
I only leave with a week for my exam and career. I really hope my dream can come true...
I just need a little bit more of push in me...

Thursday, November 19, 2009
♥ 5:06 PM

As we lie on the ground, having the sky as our blankets...
At that moment, I was glad that you were right beside me. This was my first time watching a meteor rain. :)

5 shooting stars shot across the dark sky and there was only one wish I ever made.

I hope that's enough...

Monday, November 16, 2009
♥ 11:12 PM

Tomorrow... there is a meteor rain and till now, 21 years... I have not see any meteor at all.
How much I wish I can watch it tomorrow with someone that is already in my mind?
How much I wish miracle will happen once again...

God, may you let my dream comes true...

Wednesday, November 11, 2009
♥ 2:25 AM

Why my mind keeps on thinking about you?

Saturday, August 22, 2009
♥ 12:58 AM

School has just started and my workloads have piled up like a small mountain which I sometimes wonder when am I going to finish the endless works in my hands. Week 1 has just ended and I'm still not prepared for school. I feel myself hard to cope with it, maybe is because my heart is not with me but somewhere.

I got to read this short story from somewhere and somehow it reflects my feeling that I have all this while. Sometimes, I think myself dumb, why am I holding on... but I realise I'm not holding on to it

I realise I just feel the same way for him when the 1st time I ever saw him, the guy who came late for the class and went off early. The first impression of this guy: Irresponsible! However, this was also why I have a deep impression of him. I know some people may think this kind of thing will not exist in this real world, but I still believe in it - Loving someone at First Sight. I did fall in love with him when I first saw him and I always think the way we get to know each other is different from other because we fall in love in a foregin land. That's why, it motivates me to even treasure this relationship even more because I thought God has specially arranged this great gift for me after hurting myself so much in my previous one. I thanks God every night I slept because to me, you are the greatest gift that ever given to me by God. But somehow it got taken away.

I can't deny it. My eyes just can't fall on any other guys. I tried but ended up, I failed. Loving someone is not by having him by your side, it means by giving him the freedom to find his way, whether it leads towards you or away from you. Love is a painful rish to take but the risk must be taken no matter how scary or painful, for only then you'll experience the fullness of humanity... and that is love.

Only love can hurt your heart, fill you with desire and tear you apart.
Only love can make you cry and only love knows why.
Only love can make you stare in blank, wondering why am I here without you by my side,
Only love can make you realise how meaningless your life can be, without someone that special in your life to walk with.

Monday, August 03, 2009
♥ 11:33 AM

Yesterday, I couldn't sleep, memories flashed back on my mind.... I thought I have totally forgotten about him but I didn't. Memories of him just came back, one image by another... and slowly it made my heart turn sour. The tears dropped down gently on my cheeks. I felt the warmth of the water on my face.


Why the memories of him still lingered on my mind? I thought I have forgotten about him but in the end, I just realised that I still do miss him. Maybe this is no longer concerned for him, that he doesn't bother anymore... I know I have to move on, i have tried but I failed. I wished that I will be alittle heartless, at least I won't feel so heart pains now... at least I will live for the better and forget someone's lies and causing me pain.

No matter what, I wish you all the best and do well in everything you do... The memories will always stay with me, deep down in my heart.



Sunday, June 28, 2009
♥ 6:45 PM

Finally I realise

I need to move on and...
I will move on

& Dream

This is Me, purely Me...
Dream to pursue... fulfill...
Desire for music is all i want!

& about

MaY 琬婷
Age: 19
First Cry: 5th July
Graduated from NYP
Exco of SIT CLUB
*In SMU Now* =)
Business Management
AIESEC Vice President of Corporate Outgoing Exchange
Dream: To become a musician =)
& Entrepreneur

& WishList

With Someone that I Love <3
Watch moRe MovIe (Unlimited)
Couple Tees at FarEast
FCUK watch
Swatch Watch
Handphone Samsung F480 (Pink)
Brand New Laptop~
Bag from the cathay
Ralph Lauren Straw Series Tote
Polaroid Camera
Nina Ricci Perfume (Limited Ed)
Pursue Music..**
Getting a clarinet =)))
All my DREAM comes true

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Ive Never Been to Me - Charlene

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