Monday, May 25, 2009
♥ 10:03 PM
Today I have made a difficult decision that I don't even know if I'm doing the right thing...
Letting someone to go is never an easy task to do... and I feel myself suffocating and breathless as I know I have to draw away from you... All the wonderful memories that we once have, seem blur to me now. I wish that I can rewrite the past and hope everything will be fine but I know I'm just bluffing myself again. Seriously, till now, I still love you as much as the day we left each other. I know is different for you, I'm longing for the same old idiot that I used to know in Beijing, the one that I once put the scarf around his neck and putting my cold hand into his jacket.
Where is he...? God, please return him to me now...
I beg.
Tuesday, May 19, 2009
♥ 11:17 PM
There are so many movies that I want to watch but I don't know who to find to accompany to watch these movies.... Maybe I shall buy the tickets and watch alone? People might think that I must be some loner who come alone. But I don't like to watch movie alone, there is no one you can chat with along the movie, no one to hug you when there are scary moment, no one can give you tissue when the sad moment and definitely no one can laugh together with you when the moment are sweet and happy :)
Therefore, should I watch the movies alone... Hmmm.... wondering...
I feel like watching "Night at the Museum" on this weekend friday but who should I find?
Or maybe alone?
Will this be the best solution?
Labels: Movie Confusion
Sunday, May 10, 2009
♥ 12:22 PM
I'm suffering from love sick now...
No matter where I'm gone or what I'm doing...
You're always on my mind... Thinking of what you are doing at the other side of the world. Why does loving someone is so hard? Now then I understand that being loved is more fortunate and happier than you love someone.
下雨天了怎么办 我好想你
不敢打给你 我找不到原因
什么失眠的声音
变得好熟悉
沉默的场景 做你的代替
期待让人越来越沉溺
有谁和我一样
等不到他的谁
爱上你我总在学会
寂寞的滋味
一个人撑伞 一个人擦泪
一个人好累
Love or Happiness.... is it impossible to have both side of the world to be together? Or is it only with me that you can either choose one? When you are with someone you loved, is the most happiest thing in the world, because you know that at that moment the whole world is being to both of you, only you and me... If I have a choice to choose, I would choose someone that I loved because I know that I can only find my true happiness in the one that I loved.
Labels: Love or Happiness
Tuesday, May 05, 2009
♥ 10:20 PM
I have a very bad dream last night. I dreamt that I really lost you and I cried very badly till I felt the warm on my cheeks. I was awaked by the dream, finding myself in tears…. I don’t know, maybe in real life I thought I could give up on you but I’m self-denying. The one in my dream is the truth me, the one would never lie.
I was wondering if you were just like me, whenever I am not happy, feeling sad or lonely, need someone to talk to… I would always come here, to write all my emotions into this blog. The only way to get myself out… Are you doing the same thing as me? Are you writing down how you feel all the while? Did you touch our diary from the day that I pass it to you?
Sunday, May 03, 2009
♥ 9:53 PM
Tomorrow starts work and I don't have the heart to go at all.
Is no longer like last time, where I would always look forward to having lunch with someone during my break. But now, is all by myself... eating alone, without the laughter and accompany by someone. I miss that...
I wonder why sometimes both person can speak the same minds even though they are different entity. But it really made me smile to myself at that very moment. It just so mystery and surprising that both people speak the same word or one knows the other person's thinking.
Hope tomorrow will be a good start for everyone after a LONG weekend~
Saturday, May 02, 2009
♥ 11:58 AM
Yesterday was a wonderful night for me... I don't know why, but whenever you are around me, I feel a sense of comfort and security. Something that I don't need to worry at all. You say I changes, but I don't know... there are more to discover and more to explore someone. I really wish to know you more. Every single day with you is like a mystery to me. What kind a people you are to me? I wonder...
I love you once a lot... but now you should know you have a special place in my heart... Knowing how much I love you is no longer important because you're already imprinted in my heart.
If I don't ever mention your name, is not that I forget you...
Is just that some thing don't need to be mention
If I don't ever call you, is not that I forget you...
Is just that I'm right here waiting for you
If I don't ever see you again, is not that I forget you...
Is just that you are always stay in my heart <3
Everything needs time to change... and I need time to change myself.
I wonder if...
Time would be given to me to change
I wonder if...
You would ever give me a chance to change myself
I wonder if...
Would you wait for me no matter how long is it?
I just wonder... ... ...
