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Friday, October 31, 2008
♥ 5:08 PM

I start to hate myself, I start to hate school...
I spend so much of my time in school and school works...
Can you imagine I ever have to come back to school on weekends, where most of the people will go and enjoy themselves but for me, I'm struck with the school.

School life is so stressful, much more stressful when I'm in Polytechnic. Okay, I can understand that University life suppose to be more stress but it is far too STRESSFUL! In addition, exam is coming near, another 3 weeks to go... and more I'm still busying with project and haven't got time to revise my work. When I can stop complaining about school, and start to love it? I don't think I can... Never.

Btw, another 3 more days to go before I can talk to him on the phone or even seeing him, can't wait for Monday to come whereby I can hug him tight. =)
He is now the only source that can make me smile and make my life meaningful...

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Wednesday, October 29, 2008
♥ 11:16 PM

Tomorrow will be the first day that he goes for field camp.
Everything is so rush for him and me... I'm not prepared at all for him to go, still thinking of meeting him this Saturday and have a good weekend together but now is faraway from my reach. As for him, I don't even need to say... He was packing for the last two days for the field camp which they were only told to on Monday's night itself.
5 days, I won't be able to contact him, not at all.
I think I would look at the phone, waiting for calls and sms that would never come... only until Monday's afternoon. Take care darling when you go for field camp.
Be Brave and Be a man. =)
I will be busying with my school works so don't worry about me too much.

This maybe bitter for us... but sooner we would able to taste the sweetness in it.
Am I right?
Looking forward to the day that I could able to hug you again...

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Monday, October 27, 2008
♥ 11:38 PM

Another 1 more month, I will be free for 5 weeks =))
Can't wait for the Holiday to come and spend with someone special... really looking forward to it.

Btw, last Saturday, met up with nicky, prisca, chuan, alvin lee, vincent and AO.
Can you imagine sitting in the same table with all the guys having their hair being shaved?
Seriously, seeing them one by one growing up to be a man and protect the country, making me think back all the wonderful memories that we once have.
That day I really enjoyed myself indeed (after getting all the tortures from school works and sleepless nights). First, i met up with my mum, cousin, brother and dearie for lunch at crystal jade at PS. That lunch was pretty rush as all of us were rushing for the movie. My mum and cousin went to watch "Butterfly lovers" while dearie and I went for a movie "Night In Rodanthe". After all the tearing and weeping in the cinema, we met up again and went for dinner at pepper lunch.

Seriously, my whole day is packed!

After having dinner with my mum, I rushed off to meet up with the rest of my clique. It has been a long time since I last met them. It is like 2 to 3 weeks?? We indeed had a good steamboat. (I meant good is not because of the food but is the people that I'm with.) A bean curd session followed up after the steamboat. Can you imagine in that day itself, how much have I eaten? Haha... I must have gained at least 1kg but never mind... all matter to me is HAPPINESS.

Seriously, I love the people, all my closed friends, friends, cousins, family.... and lastly, of course is my darling... Adrian Tan =)) I feel very fortuned that I found all of you and really is my honored to have all of you by my side, supporting me throughout my life.

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Sunday, October 05, 2008
♥ 5:50 PM

Quarrels seem to increase whenever you're going back in...
I don't want to feel this way, but this feeling is always inside me.
Being troubled. Being upset. Feeling lots of things to tell you but I couldn't.
How much I want to tell you I love you and how much I wanted you to be good...
But I can't.

Darling, no matter what, I will wait for you for these 2 years.
It may appear to be a very short period of time to others,
but to me... is not.
Whenever, it comes to Sunday, my heart is getting heavier,
because I know that our time is up and there you need to go...
Letting you go away from me is never easy
that why I need to learn to grow up...

School works may seem to increase and heavier load is getting on my back,
I just wish a day of accompany by someone who is dear to me...
This is all I wish...

No matter what, I love you always... <3


& Dream

This is Me, purely Me...
Dream to pursue... fulfill...
Desire for music is all i want!

& about



MaY 琬婷
Age: 19
First Cry: 5th July
Graduated from NYP
Exco of SIT CLUB
*In SMU Now* =)
Business Management
AIESEC Vice President of Corporate Outgoing Exchange
Dream: To become a musician =)
& Entrepreneur

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With Someone that I Love <3
Watch moRe MovIe (Unlimited)
Couple Tees at FarEast
FCUK watch
Swatch Watch
Handphone Samsung F480 (Pink)
Brand New Laptop~
Bag from the cathay
Ralph Lauren Straw Series Tote
Polaroid Camera
Nina Ricci Perfume (Limited Ed)
Pursue Music..**
Getting a clarinet =)))
All my DREAM comes true

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