Monday, May 25, 2009
♥ 10:03 PM
Today I have made a difficult decision that I don't even know if I'm doing the right thing...
Letting someone to go is never an easy task to do... and I feel myself suffocating and breathless as I know I have to draw away from you... All the wonderful memories that we once have, seem blur to me now. I wish that I can rewrite the past and hope everything will be fine but I know I'm just bluffing myself again. Seriously, till now, I still love you as much as the day we left each other. I know is different for you, I'm longing for the same old idiot that I used to know in Beijing, the one that I once put the scarf around his neck and putting my cold hand into his jacket.
Where is he...? God, please return him to me now...
I beg.
